It's about time

Yesterday morning, Gabb woke me up around 8:30 in the morning. With a little bit of bad mood the night before, I did not expect her to be talking to me that morning. However, she did, and to my surprise – she said "I am pregnant."

I could not really describe the dreamy feeling, between the awaken and the asleep. I did not feel any joy, nor excitment. There seemed to be no emotion coming out from my end. She asked me whether I was happy, and so on. I blankly said "yes" without knowing much how I actually feel. We talked for a bit more, and I went to work. Thoughts started to creep into my mind slowly. Things I see were still half dream and half real. Around mid day, it finally hit me... I am becoming a father. I went out for a walk, call Gabb, and then call mom. Not much to say to mom at the moment, I told her to come to restaurant and I will have stuffs to tell her. Once I got back into the office, I went to the restroom and washed my face. Then, I started sobbing for no reason. For the first time in my life, I was tearful of joy. I did not go on and say anything about it until I get off from work.

Let's wait and see what's next to come.